saturday post

let's see ... today i walked 450 steps. i'll start counting tomorrow when i haveta walk to the bathroom before i sleep. i seriously HATE MY LIFE. i've considered finding a bottle of poison and swallowing the whole thing, but then i remind myself that i'm not really a fan of burning in hell forever. so why can't some crazed lunatic come into church toms and shoot me dead? only problem, i think mum and dad would miss me a lot and i don't really wanna make them sad, so i hope that won't happen either.
so mum went to work this morning, and dad was a champ and made me ham and eggs on toast for breakfast. uncle wallace came along, meaning first session:OT. dad left him a marker to write me more exercises on the board, and i asked him to draw me sth, just like aunty a, aunty winnie and uncle colbert had done, so he drew me a rat. i thought it looked halfway decent, if not picasso quality, but poor uncle wallace! mum came home and asked if the new drawing was a PIG :P hehe so i had to bike pedal 300 rotations before i was let down for lunch, last night's leftovers, i think. then, a good half hour to 45 mins more of hand exercises before mum and dad walked me over to blog. bed for me after, but first: i've promised dad i can't hit myself or anything else except air anymore, and he also says i haveta ride bike 350x all next week to make up what i missed this week. argh. i don't have the breath to say anymore. i give up.
so mum came home, we had lunch, then i bedded down for an arvo nap. when i got up, mum gave me a shower, before we all munched happy dinner together. then came the more exercises i've already whinged about (sorry), so i'm just blogging now.
oh well, nth ?(is that slang for 'nothing' like 'sth' is short for 'something'. so i wonder if 'anything' would be shortened to 'ath') left to blog about, so i guess i'll call it a night and go to bed. parents will prolly make me walk to the bathroom coz i'm just in a normal chair right now. wonder if i can plead with mum so i don't haveta walk to my bedroom too. well, hopes aren't up.
fingers crossed for my last day on planet earth toms! then again, i'd miss my family too much. so percy the angel, please keep me and my whole family safe toms. righteo, bed beckons. will see most of yous at church toms. good nite!
cheers,
em. ^^